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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • On the Bravery of Writing

    It’s funny. When I started this blog two months ago, I had no expectation that it would become so much about my own history with…

  • How Can I Keep From Singing?

    How Can I Keep From Singing?

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached today, the 10th Sunday in Ordinary Time. For the next twenty weeks, my sermon themes…

  • Jonah’s Journey: How I Became a Pastor

    Jonah’s Journey: How I Became a Pastor

    A number of people have asked me lately how, and why, I became a pastor. This is my attempt to tell that story. If you’ve…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #4: The Myke Treatment

    Snapshots of My Depression #4: The Myke Treatment

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.