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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Thirty Minutes

    Thirty Minutes

    Waiting and watching I am watching myself twist and gyre I am waiting for the calm to come A headache cries for a cure My…

  • Breathe the Resurrection (Vigil of Easter)

    Breathe the Resurrection (Vigil of Easter)

    I preached four times this weekend, during the “Great Three Days” worship service that lasts from Thursday evening through Sunday morning. In current Evangelical Lutheran liturgical…

  • The Victory of Life and Peace (Holy Saturday)

    The Victory of Life and Peace (Holy Saturday)

    I preached four times this weekend, during the “Great Three Days” worship service that lasts from Thursday evening through Sunday morning. In current Evangelical Lutheran liturgical…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.