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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • A Sermon I Never Wanted to Preach

    A Sermon I Never Wanted to Preach

    Jonathan Antonioli was an active member of my congregation. Last week, at age 16, he died from injuries sustained in an automobile accident. The past…

  • Remember

    Remember

    It’s wintertime. For me, that means dry skin. Loads of Lubriderm on my hands and arms throughout the season. But my fingers always get the…

  • Does Christmas Have a Meaning Anymore?

    Does Christmas Have a Meaning Anymore?

    It’s mid-morning on December 25. My kids have opened their presents, and they’re happily playing with new toys. We’re expecting extended family to arrive in…

  • Christmas Poem XXVI: “Christmas at Darkwater Church”

    Christmas Poem XXVI: “Christmas at Darkwater Church”

    Every year, I write a poem for Christmas, and include it in my Christmas cards to friends and family. For the past 26 days, I’ve…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.