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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Don’t Be Afraid to Go Back On Your Words (Sermon)

    Don’t Be Afraid to Go Back On Your Words (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached on Sunday, July 15. The gospel reading was Mark 6:14-29, the story of John the…

  • On Loyalty to Our Tribe

    On Loyalty to Our Tribe

    I’m thinking about sports teams, and loyalties to them. Imagine a Philadelphia Eagles fan and a Pittsburgh Steelers fan talking about football. Imagine them trying…

  • Name Your Fears

    Name Your Fears

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached on Sunday, July 1, 2018. The gospel reading was Mark 5:21-43. I’m in the midst…

  • Words are for Building Up, Not Tearing Down

    Words are for Building Up, Not Tearing Down

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Mark 3:20-35. It was also the celebration of three…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.