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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Snapshots of My Depression #15: The Belly of the Whale

    Snapshots of My Depression #15: The Belly of the Whale

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Sir, We Wish to See Jesus

    Sir, We Wish to See Jesus

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fifth Sunday in Lent. It was also the day I baptized a…

  • Snapshots of my Depression #14: Locked In

    Snapshots of my Depression #14: Locked In

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Lifted Up the Pole

    Lifted Up the Pole

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fourth Sunday of Lent (year B). The gospel text was John 3:14-21.…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.