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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Doubting Tiger, Suffering Dragon

    Doubting Tiger, Suffering Dragon

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Second Sunday of Easter. The gospel reading was John 20:19-31. Poor Thomas.…

  • What is Love Anymore (poem, 1996)

    What is Love Anymore (poem, 1996)

    I wrote this poem back in college, in the throes of a particularly intense romantic relationship. This was also during my “goth” period (when I…

  • A Million Unknown Soldiers (poem, 1995)

    A Million Unknown Soldiers (poem, 1995)

    This is a poem I wrote over twenty years ago. I was in college at the time. Oddly, it seems as though that younger me…

  • The End is Not the End

    The End is Not the End

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached on the Resurrection of Our Lord, Easter Day, April 1, 2018. The gospel reading was…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.