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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • One

    One

    Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me — Metallica One is the loneliest number that you’ll ever do —…

  • Whatever You Decide…

    Whatever You Decide…

    I had an excellent session with my therapist a few days ago. It had been way too long since I’d seen him — I had…

  • Dark Firewater (Part Two)

    Dark Firewater (Part Two)

    This is Part Two of a post I began yesterday. Click here to read Part One. The words of the fire resonated with me so…

  • Dark Firewater (Part One)

    Dark Firewater (Part One)

    This is a pretty long post, so I’m publishing it in two parts. Here’s Part One. Part Two will come tomorrow. In the woods behind…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.